you know what? it makes me angry that i'll never be able to forget this place. none of it was real. the people weren't who they said they were. none of us. it was all fake. the parties, or the romances, or the idiotic drama that went on. on a fucking website. it was bound to all come to an end. you can't call these people up to check up on how they're doing, or run into them at the grocery store and catch up with them. once someone is gone, they're gone. unless they decide to come back, just to see what it's like. that doesn't mean you'll be there to tell them how much you miss them, or how much they meant to you, or how much you would give just to be friends with them again. no. none of it is real. and it makes me so fucking angry. i guess i should have known, huh? i've said this numerous times in the past three or four years on this site, but i'm finished. i don't want to sit around hoping it will all be the same anymore. because it won't.